Most Beautiful Eye Sight

You see him waits you
From a very long journey of yours
He sits wisely
He dressed very well
Only to see you
And he speaks so fine to you
Calling your name smoothly
Near to your ear
Whisper your name clearly
As your name is the most beautiful name ever
As beautiful as your first met
He loves to say your name
Because he said that he will feeling good
The way he looks at you
Makes you fall in love once again
With the same one person
A man with the most peaceful smile
That smile can wound your ill
Because he never wants to see you ill
Because he never wants to break you apart
And he never wants you feeling lonely
Just call his name whenever you feel lonely
That will make your heart become warm
And remember the gaze of his eyes
Which show you a light
A light of life that he gives to you
Because all he want is become one with you


ps: I got an inspiration for this poem (if this can be called a poem) from Taehyung's eye sight
credit picture to Twitter

26 September 2015

Saturday 00.42

I'll be good enough
So one day you will notice me naturally and always remember me
One day I'll be good enough
So I can be your one and only
And I will be your most perfect thing you ever have
I will be the most happy person alive
Because I have such a pure heart that keep me

25 September 2015

Friday

Do you ever know that I'm waiting for you
I just ask your notice
Please give me some notices
Or at least just a notice is okay
Maybe you've dumbfounded
You can't hear my happy nor sad scream
Or maybe you only want to be my official audience of marching band show deep in my heart
Just a single word it'll be okay
I'l waiting for it
Because you're something to die for
And you worth my struggle


You deserve my feeling

reactivated

welcome back!!!
i've decided that i'll use this blog again and i'll try to be active and more active with this blog account.
in this reactivation, i will only write about my random tought and pretty much random write -sometime i do spazzing to with this blog-

LULUS

Tak ada lagi yang diinginkan selain lulus. Lulus dalam segala hal. Lulus SMA, lulus ujian, lulus seleksi undangan. Karena dengan lulus berarti sudah berhasil melewati segala rintangan yang terkadang membebani.

Kembali Merantau

Bulan lalu baru saja kutuntaskan salah satu kewajibanku sebagai siswi sekolah menengah atas. Bulan lalu juga aku pulang dari perantauan ini. Melepas segala beban sisa perjuangan. Tapi hari ini aku harus kembali lagi ke perantauan ini. Kaki gunung yang telah memberiku banyak pelajaran. Ini terakhir kalinya aku kembali dengan status siswi. Esok akan berbeda. Esok sudah bukan aku yang sekarang. Aku kembali lagi.

Just An Empty New Year's Happiness

Kembang api bersahutan kian mengganas di luar. Kuurungkan sajalah niatku untuk ke luar rumah demi melihat gemerlapnya langit malam tahun baru. Ini yang paling hampa. Ini yang paling kosong. Tidak ada teman untuk bercerita dan tertawa. Tidak ada lawan jenis kumiliki untuk sekadar diajak ke luar. Hanya di rumah aku berdiam diri. Meski kumiliki orang tua untukku bisa melakukan dan minta apapun yang kumau. Meski kumiliki Allah untukku bisa meminta apapun yang tidak mungkin. Tapi tetap saja terasa hampa dan kosong. Inilah yang paling sepi. Inilah libur panjang yang cukup kurang berkesan. Hanya berkesan kurasa di ujung lidah namun hambar rasanya ketika kutelan. Hari berganti, mengantarku untuk segera kembali ke sekolah yang katanya penjara suci. Ujian menanti di depan mataku. Segala target meronta ingin kucapai. Meski begitu tetap saja rasanya hampa. Tiada semangat terbarukan.
Welcome to 2014